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13.12.2024
Yesterday it was so sunny
And I find that kinda funny
Here’s always rainy
And I see a man in pain, he
Catches is breath, he’s running
Despite the weather, he’s coming
Towards me, drops drip-dripping
Off his clothes and hair
And I’m barely there.
He looks miserable.
A pinnacle of unfixable rage, invincible
Formidable frustration at this desolation,
Lack of nature, the city the human cager,
To me he’s but a stranger
Until there is no danger
And I realize I’m he and he is me
None of us is truly free
In the sea of struggle
Nothing more than rubble
Covered in dirt and grass
It’s such a mess but I press
On and on and on and on
Living in my bubble
Filled with troubles
of my own making
It’s like baking, except there’s no reward
And nothing in the world that could record this simple accord
Between me and the unexplored.
I keep walking through the park,
But it's getting kinda dark
Suddently, I hear a bark
The shilluete of a dog appears stark.
It turns slowly, caught in action
I think of making a distraction
To escape this shady situation
But there is no motivation
To fear the dog yet,
Until its eyes pin me dead
Feral, yellow and shiny
He's holding something tiny
Snout drip-dripping in blood
It looks more like a wolf caught in a flood
Fur wet and sticky
Madness in his stare, it's freaky.
The bird dangles limp and lifeless,
The dog is but a hungry skeletal mess
Surving and doing his best
No matter his past.
Loved or stray, there is no distinction
They all end up in the same position
In a whole without contradiction
Hunted to extinction.
It bares its teeth and growls
Warning me and all the owls
To back away or prepare to fight
I turn again towards the light,
Realizing I am he and he is me
Surviving but not living, we
All keep trying
It’s like baking, sometimes not even faking
Works, the batter’s breaking
And the cream is spilling but you’re trying
To hold it together
“nothing’s gonna get her”
She’s like a feather
Floating unbound, no tether
Aiming for something greater,
Something better, something out there
A hill, a mountain, a valley,
A cave hidden deep inside earth’s belly
Her life’s a rally
Step after step and
Breath after breath
She keeps moving forward
Like she’s baring her sword
Ready for fighting life or death
Until there is no end
Until it’s just dust and sand
That’s all that remains from the memories that tend to spill over the bend
Things are getting out of hand
But there’s nothing that can mend
These broken pieces back
Just put them in a sack
And throw them over the rack
In this bottomless crack.
She keeps moving forward
Step after step and
Breath after breath
She’s not scared of death
And I realize I’m she and she is me
There’s nothing left to do but be
Whatever I’ve always wanted to see
In pictures and movies and the mirror
Now there’s nothing clearer
Now’s the time for me to shine
Leave this all behind
Go somewhere they won’t find
Where the weather’s always sunny
And I’ll always find it funny.

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